Why? Why? WHY?!

Why can't I just let myself go?! I know I'm doing perfectly well in College...well, at least everything is under my control now^^ But then, what on earth am I thinking at this moment?! As if trillions of brain's neurones entangle with each others. Gosh...

I want fresh air! I earnestly need it right now.

Am I a Perfectionist?! I doubt I am. Am I an introvert?! I guess I am. Who knows me?! I can't tell. There is always inner most feelings where you can't express. There is always rational decision where you can't make. There is always choices where you don't allow yourself to opt from. Think deep...I know you can feel it...I know you can sense it...I know you can "see" it. Can you?!

I imprisoned myself...

Too exhausted to continue my post. Good night my readers~

Silence...

What is the power of silence? Is keeping quiet, not talking, not contributing ideas considered a wise action? Or is it showing that you are just too selfish, too self-centered to share, be it your thoughts, emotions......

In my personal way of view, it is sometimes wise not to speak too much, even to the close and love ones (family members & friends). Why? Well, simply bacause the more you talk, you'll get excited along the way and THEN...you tend to address some sensitive or very personal issues.

Believe it or not? Clever people are not that ones who talk all the time, however, they are the ones who know the right time, right place and right person to talk to with the use of right words. In other way of saying, they are the ones who will think thrice before voicing out; they know exactly what to say and what should not.

Some may ask how they know without even questioning, asking or speaking. That's easy. Clever people are usually good observer. Ah-hah! Get it now? They observe, observe with both eyes. They remain silence while observing, trying to get the whole picture before come to any conclusion and of course, not untill they come to dead end, they won't post any question.

I'm learning not to be too talkative, be it in class, own unit or anywhere. I'll blame myself for saying things that should not be addressed in public because it might turn out the bad way: offend my friends. Haizzz......

That's what I perceived as the power of silence...

Incident in the 100yen shop

After today incident, I have no doubt that people surrounding can be very influential sometimes. Haha^^ This evening, Yi Hang and I went into the newly-opened 100yen shop. It is a shop that sell all Japan-made prodcuts, such as green tea, lamen, tidbits, sea weeds and others.

Our main aim is to try the snow ice which comes with seven different flavors to choose from. Chocolate, green tea, lychee, strawberry, milk, coffee...... Well, it costs RM4.90 each. Highly recommend and worth trying!!!

When I sat down to enjoy my green tea snow ice, I heard conversation in Japanese...and guess what! The moment I looked up, I saw Yi Hang was communicating with the lady boss in Japanese. Wuahaha~

I was a bit embarrassed as I can't understand the language at all @.@

Later only I found out that the middle-aged lady boss had been to Japan to pursue her tertiary education 20 years ago. What's more surprising was the place they both went before was the same. Paiseh~can't remember the name of the place. What a small world^~

Suddenly, I have the surge to learn Japanese. It's kinda awkward to see people speaking in a different language where you can't even understand a single line. Xixixi...

Sky Adventure Run 2009

Whoo-hoo^^ I'm on top of the world! So proud of myself today as i manage to finish the 8km Sky Adventure Run held at Taman Tasik Permairsuri, Cheras, KL in 54 minutes. Haha^^ Approximately 7 min per km.

Sky Adventure Run 2009

Although there are only less then 20 people under Category D ( 8km woman below 50 ), most of them are regular runners. -.- Paiseh lar~Loss to few aunties...

For the 1st half, I'm not in my top performance. I feel the stiffness on my right leg and nearly run out of breath. However, after 4km of "warming up", I gain my speed in the 2nd half of the race and even overtake a few more runners. (Hehe^^including few guys) To be honest, I only view this race as a "morning jog" and amidst the competition, I enjoy the lush green scenery and crystal blue water of Tasik Permaisuri located in the middle of the park. Surprisingly, there are many people exercise early in the morning : jogging, playing badminton, walking and learning tai chi.

It is indeed my very first jogathon in the park. Truly an eye-opener to a small town girl like me. Xixi~

Oh yar, congratulation Germaine^^ Lucky you to win the grand prize for lucky draw: Acer 18.5'' LCD Monitor, Adidas tee, a movie ticket and Croc voucher. Haha^~

George, Lee Ying, Mei Ting, Me & Germaine^^

Yay! Make a difference, run the distance.

Contact lenses

Finally, I get myself a box of contact lenses (daily disposable)^^ Bausch & Lomb... It costs RM30 and there are 5 pairs of lenses per box.



I never imagined wearing contact lenses can be so difficult and time consuming. It took me nearly an hour to put them on in my first attempt. All thanks to the help of the sales girl in Visual, Kluang. Ms Liu, you are indeed the most courteous and patient person i ever met.


Anyway, I'm not gonna wear contact lenses everyday, just for the purpose of looking "gorgeous" during special occasions. Xixi~ (ai mei lol)

Mindset!!!

I have been daunted by one thing since my first day in Taylor's. Something that keeps me from making another step forward. I hate to make the so-called "life-and-death"decision before I am fully prepared to go all out for it, pursuing my dream in a faraway land.

Why?! What is the purpose of knowing it now if one does not even have an idea of the place, his/her dream world, one is heading to?! I don't get it!! Seriously!!! Even before SPM, I never thought of getting string of 1As'. To be frank, I do believe in destiny. If you are the right person, appears at the right time and right place, you will get it. Yes, none other than you.


So, why must you stress yourself up trying to achieve something that is way beyond your standard?! OK, I'll stop asking questions. Well, I'm just curious about the implicit meaning.


[Take a deep breath] I'm not gonna further look into this matter anymore.


I'm glad I have my mum, dad and relatives standing right behind me. I can imagine them padding my shoulder, holding my hands tight, reassuring me that I have done my best. I never regret what I have done in the past and sure enough, any action in the future.

Right now, I just want to focus on my study. No more temptations by the third party. Of course, my world is not only about academic, I use to go out during weekends. Yay! Anyone with me??!!


"Be patience, Michelle...Your time will come." A voice whispering to me, coming from my heart of core. College life is all about study hard and play hard^^ Have fun everyone~ Yoo-hoo...

Bizarre @.@

Haha^^ I'm home! So happy to be back in Kluang again. Well, there were few "bizarre" incidents taking place within this week. [clear my throat] Time for Michelle the story-teller to depict them one by one......

16 September 2009 (Wednesday)
Today is indeed my luckiest yet unluckiest day in my life. Here goes the story...

After my calculus class end at 10am, me and Jim, head to Puchong Jaya because we have a meeting with the Tropicana Life's manager regarding our sponsorship during Econo-mania Fiesta that will be held in Taylor's Main Campus on 7 October, Thursday. (Tropicana Life is a renowned international corporation in clothing industry)

Tropicana Life Street Wear

Wild Channel^^

I dress up in formal wear and of course wear a pair of HIGH HEELS! I am not use to walk with high heels, even worse we both are caught in the rain. All soak in wet...chill. Albeit the obstacles, we manage to meet with the manager in time and SUCCESSFULLY GETTING ITS SPONSOR!!! 80% of the credits belongs to Jim as he really speaks and answers well. [salute!] He dare to make desicion right on the spot and being flexible with the terms and conditions offered by TL.

At this point, I learn a lot from Jim: eye-contact, be confident, dicisive and the most important criteria-familiar with your sponsor proposal!!!



17 September 2009 (Thursday)
This is the day I receive a BRAND NEW HP (Sony Ericsson S302)from my newly-met uncle!!! A bit of my history, I never met my uncle before as he had moved to KL to work for almost 10 years and rarely go back to Batu Pahat.


At night, everyone is buzy with the English assignment. Since it's a group project, I have to go to my partner's unit, George untill very late at night. Then, we gather at my room to print out all documents. By the time we finish everything, it's nearly 2am :X [Yi Hang, pay me back my sleeping hour!!]

18 September 2009 (Friday)
Early in the morning, I ate dumpling noodles in Asia Cafe as I'm going to Bulit Jalil right after calculus class. [hate to eat alone lar...] Later on, me and George still got lots to be done before handing in our assignment. HECTIC MORNING!!! At 10.30am, me, Khim Yong and Rainbow take a cab to Bukit Jalil. Haha^^

I'm not satisfy with the service by S&S International as how dare the person-in-charge give me the wrong platform and bus no. ISH!!! Poor customer service. Anyway, I'm fortunate to get a VIP seat on my 3-hour journey back home. It's also a surprise to walk into my senior, Sia Chai Chee (Spelling?!). What a small world...

Can't wait to meet my friends...hey hey...how about another gathering in Kluang Mall?! Movies?! Xixi...